June 13th the day i die ……………my love for you
We still used to say our his hellos and hows your day to each other… everyday… even after our bumpy ride of our lives and now you have a new passenger at your side and you confessed that he is far more than better and loved i try to contain myself my feelings on that time and not to try to show it in front of you what i was feeling inside by that time and now i confessed to you all
my world crashed as if i wanted to explode and fade away as the air pass by, you inconsiderate manner lead me to my loneliest days and nights and the thing is.. theres nothing i could do to ease the pain inside of me….. i screamed for help no one answers… maybe it could just maybe ,I’m bound to be lonely for the moment and maybe for a long time .tried disclose feeling to a friend they cant do much since we are apart now loosing so many people in a short period of time
is really devastating though I’m still holding on a hope that maybe in time i will feel loved again perhaps i don’t need anyone to help me perhaps i just need to learn to help myself first so if this come again i will not be plunged to the abyss of loneliness no more .
